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Saturday, November 20, 2004 @1:48 PM

ytd, 19th Nov, Friday
Campfire night. reported at 9.. forgot wat we did. oh yeah..... taught the songs. a bit sian sian larz.. they a bit not enthu la..... lol. then we ran.. abt 3 rounds i think.. ^^ so fun~~~~~~~ love running!!!!! den after that i can't rmb.. move the chairs.. tables.. practise dance.. gave out shirts... shirt looks nice... ermx. can't rmb liaoz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... now watching aomething abt the Incredibles.. behind the scenes i think. coollll. i wanna watchhh. polar express too! LOL. barbie as the princess and the pauper. hey! fiona xie spoke ENGLISH. lolz~ ok. back to my post. =PpP at night bishan park sec came at 5.15? like 1hr 45min early larz.. -.- we should have given them something like an early bird award? lolz. denn. campfire. a lot of schs pulled out frm the performance.. so our thing lasted like 10min. argh. frm 7.55pm muz pull all the way to 9.00? =.= lol. dash is soo cute!~ wahahax. ^^ lol. kk back. so we were like brainstorming wat to do......... ahhhhhhh. father abraham, hunter, fire, earthquake or watever the game is called.. the 100 legged centipede.... blah blah.. all to DRAG time. 3 little ducks. =.= yaaaaa. argh. kanna scolded by alsagoff for not planning properly. can someone tell her to her face she's an obnoxious,big ego,proud, perfectionist that scolds the shit out of anyone? *rolls eyes* nth better to do than give orders, sit around, watch us do work and SCOLD us when in the first place she never TAUGHT us? ppl are very weird, u do have to admit that. the wonders of humankind. totally unreachable from our slow minds. watever. to think campfire is over. i love this. :) the teachers said it waas ok. i think it was a disastrous brain storming session. behind the scenes. i hate it. no one would be able to do anything without ppl behind the scenes. and they nv get any recognition. and it's not as though we don't know that. i'm so stupid at times. to live in a time. where everything has stopped. where i need not worry. where paradise is found. my feet are sore. i jumped, danced, ran, and walked too much yesterday. the johor camp ppl came back at 4 plus? i have no regrets not going to johor camp.
today my feet hurt still. reported to sch at 9 again for cleanup... finished in 2hrs. went to kfc to eat with est, eve, char and meris.. jia yu decided to go hm... ate popcorn chicken... nice. decided to walk hm cos my bus just left.. =.= my feet are tireddd. watching tv. sianz. =/

-sPeCks`
fish. finger. f***.
i wanna be left in a world with u.... i don't wanna let u go.. and i don't wanna let u know.. that i love like u

Tuesday, November 09, 2004 @7:54 PM

i made lotsa frens during psl camp~~ coollll. love my grp? lolz... met lotsa new ppl. and got the acquaintence of some..... lol. not much diff larzzz. ppl met like valerie~~~~ sec 2 de... lolz. met her after the psl auditions while i was still freaking out near the stairs... lolzz. hahax. valerie is FUNNY. do i really look like an eurasian?? *peers at self thru mirror* and do i even have an accent?? gawd. lolzzz. and. i 'met' caleb. met in inverted commas cos i didn't exactly really talk to him. lol. he's WAYYYY TALL. omg. *looks UP* lolzz. not to mention all the ppl in my grp.. met them for the first time, excluding all the guides dat is. X)) still have psl camp fever~~ missing psl campppp. i dun believe that sec 3 camp clashes wif sec 1 orientation!!! y??????? dat shouldn't be wat.. last time it didn't clash lorzz. sad.... dat means the sec 2s this yr won't be in nxt yr's sec 1 orientation........

anw today... last class for com class... sianz man....... stay in com lab and slack. after that. short meeting for campfire. alsagoff is f*cked up. freaking ass didn't ask us whether we wanted they campfire, nv tell us earlier, doesn't care, and juz wants everythign perfect. how f*cked up is she?? someone shoot those brains of hers out. i'm not saying i hate alsagoff. normally i respect her. but she asks too damn much frm ppl who are NORMAL. ass.

as per usual, slacked at hm...... d/l maple story on reccomendation frm gina.... it looks soo damn interesting.. but i can't play!!!!!!!!! Y??????????????????????? when i go into the game not long after i select my character i get bumped off.... den a window comes out and says programme terminated or watever shit and i can't play it. ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth is wrong wif my com.

-sPeCks`
campfire..... SUCKS. i HATE u. ASS.

Saturday, November 06, 2004 @2:25 PM

right. psl camp. ^^ i'm starting to miss it already!~~~~~~ T.T better than slacking at hm.. except for "the second one".. *OUCHIES!
Day 1
-first time i got to see my whole grp. elaine: 1truth, zheng jie: 1truth, ron: 1love, julia lee: 1grace, ngai hon: 2truth, yvonne: 2love i think, indriani: 2grace i think, sherman: 3love, and of cos myself larzz. =PpP-first: ice breakers: played double whacko, was wif li jin. next played spider's web,threw this ball of raffia string arnd and created a spider's web, lifted ngai hon inside (all 70kg of him!! *OUCH!).-den: came up wif ground rules (normal things), team name (hyper drive, provided courtesy of sherman, aka leader of our grp, grp 2), and team cheer (turn on the radio, who are who are who are we and hyperdrive ke mama. no creativity to think of better ones! ><)-had a talk: sec 1s: self confidence, sec 2s: stress management, sec 3s: public speaking under mrs loh. lolz.-teamtime 1:preparation for campfire... the 2 supposed to be idols didn't want to go for psl idol.. so me and sherman went instead.. =.= decided on the psl song and 3 little ducks for talentime.-lunch! i only ate one scoop of rice.. =DD-another talk: basic first aid,taken by sjab.-game! shi zi lu kou. we were given bubble tea as our first dish and $25 to pay for the food we bought. headed to the bubble tea shop near s-11 i think. the next food we had to buy had to start wif a cos bubble tea ended wif a. so bought an apple and evian mineral water at the outside ntuc.. (can only buy 2 things at each shop/ coffeeshop. in j8 could only buy 2 things per level.) den went inside j8 to food junction. bought a slice of rockmelon. went to mini toons, bought nutella. the small packet one. den we were given our task: find 2 phone nos, 4 birthdays and 4 signatures. when we finished we were given our last dish: any type of dessert. so we had to plan wat to buy properly. bought aloe vera drink, a jap sushi (ending wif o), orange juice, another jap sushi (ending wif i), den bought our tenth and last item, ice cream cone frm mac. we were the seventh grp to finish.. ><>
Day 2
-reported at sch at 7.15.... my bag was super huge. bleah.-put bags into classrooms... blah blah... (i forgot to bring my file. --'')-teamtime 3: preparation for campfire... went to the third foor and practiced.. found out that third floor was the best place!! wOOtz~-left the team for the psl audition.. didn't prepare anything. was panicking. the auditions were at the conference rm... me and gina were at the benches near the concourse discussing wat i should sing.. lol. skipped my turn.. finally decided on ateens can't help falling in love. went in after gina.... omg. got video cam!! maluing! T.T den ms ng say something like gd start.. need a lil more 'oompf' (sounded a lot like florence frm sg idol).. ms lim kept on smiling throughout the whole thing.. mrs tham nv say anything.. i think. when she looked at nabil both started laughing. and i was standing there like wat the.. -.- diaox. den nabil said something like muz relax, dun let atmosphere pull u down.. (sounded a lot like ken frm sg idol. lol)-game: guess x3 and uno stacko... ok larz.. my grp only guessed 1 out of three pics correctly... halfway playingms lim came out to tell us the results... tat heng got in ,zhi wei ,valerie, and me went in.... dat's all i know cos only grp 1 and 2 were together.. the rest of the grps playing uno stacko. quite surprised larz, considering i NEVER prepare anything!!!!! and gina didn't go in!! wahhhhhhhh!!! uno stacko wasn't too bad larz.... too lazy to elaborate. =PpP- lunch: the gals didn't eat anything at all.-talk on negotiation skill.....-teamtime: preparation for campfire. went upstairs again.. it rained.... super heavy siaz. den we were practising psl song.. the ecms came and helped.. thanks ecms!! den i watched them do the father abraham thing... X)) super cute~~~~~ esp ron. lolz. psl song ron also very cute. julia also. the whoel team looked so funny!!!!!! XDD-went downstairs and the psls sang the psl song together...-had another talk: on time management.. ok larz.. too lazy to elaborate. again. =PpP-another preparation for campfire. funny!!! X))-dinner... the gals shared... yvonne gave some to ngai hon.... me and indriani shared but still gave some to ngai hon.. lolz.-den.. campfire!!! we sang the psl song first i think. den the ecms danced...(i think) the ketchup dance.. pulled ppl inside.. in the end everyone also join in...wootz. first idol.. tat heng! lol. super funny. cute~ den advertisement frm grp 1... the huggies drypers de. lolz. second idol.. zhi wei... sang the rainbow song.. u know the advertisement for australia.. yep. den 'advertisement' frm my grp.... lol. decided against the psl song and went straight to father abraham.. LOLZ. funny!!!!! XDD roflmao~~~~ next idol..... ummm.. michael frm grp 4? he sang invisible by clay aiken! not bad, but a bit off sometimes larz. advertisement frm grp 3.. dunno abt wat soupy snax or something liddat.. u know the one where the guy's tie got stuck in the shredder machine.. den was delphne frm 2 truth i think. forgot which grp she's frm. she sang a thousand miles. not bad!!!(we provided music =PpP) advertisement frm grp 4... ummm. oh yeah. they did the m&m one... the three gals driving in the car.. then the car crashed and they died.. they met satan in hell and he said if they could give him something that he couldn't melt they could go to heaven... lol. den the first two girls(li jin and elizabeth) cannot.. den the last gal(doris) gave him m&m.. den he cannot melt.. den she went to heaven.. lol. it looked super familiar. li jin said it was the one in entrepreneurship.. no wonder so familiar manz!!! anw next.. was magdalene i think. she sang accidentally in love.. nxt advertisement was by grp 5..... something abt a drink? can't really rmb cos not very sure wat they doing either... lol. then it was kumar? he sang yeah by usher... he was also the only one wif music... lol. he sang not bad tho. sound a lot like usher~~ next advertisement by grp 6... love it. abt idol rejects.. lolz. funny siaz!! =PpP den... was me. i only know i was the seventh one and all these ppl went ahead of me except i'm not sure in which order.. =X sang sk8er boi by avril.. thot i sounded weird. oh well. advertisement after me was provided by grp 7... they also did the tie stuck in the shredder machine ad. den was anna... she sang on eagles wings i think.. not bad, very nice.. den was siew hui.... she sang xi shui chang liu... not bad.. she like got this china accent tho. maybe it's my imagination? =D den after her was an ad... by grp 8. they took out a part frm the channel 8 show ren wo ao you aka the champion.. lolz. but not really sure wat they doing.... =X den was valerie frm grp 1.. she sang a song called dao dai i think.. i only know it's a chinese song.. not bad lehhz~~ ya.. den after that the ecms have an idol show of their own. sang the doh, a deer, a female deer dat song... lol. quite funny... they also keep running arnd... den not very sure larz but i think we did the rain dance. the billybanja one... den i think know we did this dance.. the friendship dance.. the one that goes as we walk to the left,as we walk to the right... first time i ever did it to a full circle manzz. den the ecms play some music den we dance again i think.. den dunno why we also form this huge circle then run into the centre and run out.. lol. FUN~~~ start of day 3 was prolly somewhere below...-ritez. then after that played a game: the second one. sux!! aka the prisoners of war or sumthing liddat larz.. bleah. won't go into detail.. only the last station. the maze. ok larz, getting inside was ok. but getting out was hard..... den the beans they put on the floor stick to ur knees as u crawl and it's super pain siaz... until now it's damn pain kz. -den bathe!! the water was damn cold lorz... brrrr. the shortest time i ever took to bathe was thurs. lol.-went to the 'dorms'... me and jinz snuck to charmaine's dorm and slept there..
Day 3
-woke up at 6.15 after repeatedly sleeping and waking up... went to the toilet.. washed my face.. went back to get my sleeping bag.. started packing up... went back to my rm to get the toothbrush and toothpaste....-assembled at 7...-had to run arnd the parade square....-had breakfast. the best they served so far. and i think the breakfast was wat i ate the most compared to wat i ate through the entire camp. lol.-den clearing up. went to the canteen.. slacked.-team building games.. treasure hunt.. did maluing stuff for the ecms so they would give us sweets. lol.-had a talk on leadership skill....-den was reflection...-after that went to the mpr... saw the video of the auditions... so maluing!! *covers face! den prize giving.. congrats to anna and delphne for winning second and third place respectively!!-yay!! my grp won consolation prize!!!! ^^-dennnnn. we had revenge on the ecms in the bball court. they plyed wif water bombs.. i din't even shoot one ok. i'm nice. =PpP oh well~~ was dry all the way until the end....... argh! ron,eugene and sing yee splashed us wif buckets of water.... bleah. cos we were dry. T.T end up yvonne and me became wet lorz. lol. but the funniest part was when ron was coming back wif eugene den he wanted to splash me and yvonne.. den he swung the bucket... and all the water came out on top of him... me and yvonne were laughing like mad. so CUTE k~~ best part was he looked so blur!!!!! XDD roflmao! anw, they gd lorz. end up i'm totally wet on one side and dry on the other... -.-'' went upstairs to pack up.. then assembled downstairs.. had debrief... den wootz!! go hm!!!! unfortunately it was raining. lolz.. so stayed in sch.. decided against going wif jo they all to j8.. too lazy to walk hm siaz. so went straight hm and SLACKED!!! home sweet home! *muacks~
yup. so that was psl camp. i'm starting to miss psl camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ the only thing i dun miss is ngai hon's horniness and disgusting habits? lolz. but i agree that if no ngai hon the grp wou;dn't be the same le.. he's probably the one who make us laugh the most~~ and to all the ppl frm grp 2 aka hyper drive: thanks for all the support for the psl thingy!!! special thanks goes out to ngai hon. ;) however. i'm not gonna shake ngai hon's hand ever again. i did that in the mpr and he wouldn't let go lorz... in the end i used my fingernails and pressed it into his skin at the wrist that part and pried his fingers off. =PpP thanks to the whole grp for believeing in me and for cheering me on!! love u guys!! except maybe ngai hon. LOLZ. ngai hon is quite gay. ewwwwwww. not to mention super disgusting. he likes staring at us! yuckyyy. lol. hope that i will become a confirmed psl.... =S and i wanna be in the same grp again... wheeeeeee~i took 1/2 an hr to complete this. lolz
-sPeCks`ron,eugene and sing yee watch out horzzz. one day will get back at u guys de!! lolz!


& PROFILE

alicia.
18/07 sajc. kcp.
dance. girl guides.
06s07. 06s11. og18. 4truth.
new creation church. Jesus loves me.
manga. anime. music. nature. water.
BLUE. black. white.
love existed, when dreams were alive.
sweetness.
meowmeow. meowies. moomoos.
higher and higher..can we fly. but does that prove we have wings?

i feel like rain. in the rain, you can be the happy go lucky person playing and singing while splashing in huge puddles of water. or you can be the dark person underneath the umbrella, eyes always on the ground, thinking of the sadness rain brings. or you can be the one at home, sulking and wishing it would all go away. or you can be the one rejoicing that the dry season has passed. or you can be the hopeful one, gazing out the window, looking for that rainbow.i feel like rain.


& LOVES

.Amanda.
.Angel.
.Angelyn.
.Ansley.
.Audrey.
.Charmaine.
.Celine.
.Chin Teck.
.Daphanie.
.Daniel.
.Eby Kor.
.Eileen.
.Eunice.
.Evan.
.Evelyn Mummy.
.Gen.
.Gina.
.Hui Mei.
.Iven.
.Jiayi.
.Jingyi.
.Joanne.
.Joanne Mei.
.John.
.Kim Jie.
.Lester.
.Li Jin Jie.
.Lingyen Jie.
.Melody. Twin~
.Meris.
.Minqi.
.Minyi.
.Nicholas.
.Nicole.
.Noraishah.
.Regina.
.Sarah.
.Sharon.
.Stephanie.
.Vern Kor.
.Vincent.
.Weiqin.
.Xiao Han.
.Yi Mei.
.Yiye.


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& ARCHIVES

03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
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10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
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06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
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01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
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