ok.. it's new years eve and in approximately 3 and a 1/2 hrs time, it'll be yr 2006. time really flies... it seems as though it was ytd when 2005 came and i realised we were sec 4 and Os were around the corner.. then.. Os came.. and went.. i rmb the prelim.. and the huge amount of work that went in for both the prelims and the Os, from both the students and teachers. just wanna say a big thanks to all our teachers here. the amount of time and hard work they put in will not be wasted, i promise. (: and then.. when Os went.. the long holiday that awaited all of us.. haha. sooo... it's been about a month and a half since the end of Os. and another month and a half to the release of the results. haha. a halfway mark right here. hmmm.. and what about the slightly less major things in between? i haven't forgotten them, but then again, i'm too lazy to recall it right now. oh well. anw.. as we, the 'seniors' pass into the next phase as juniors in jc, our juniors become the seniors in sec sch and they have to face their Os... haha. good luck and all the best to them.

and.. there's loads of things i wanna say to ppl.. haha.
lynn: thanks for being a great best friend.. u're right, we're not as close as some best friends might be.. but i think i'm really blessed to have had u as one.. and i hope our great friendship can continue to thrive and grow on. (:
to the guides - est, eve, jo, mel, jin, char, lynn, and the rest: it's been a GREAT 4 yrs in guides with u all. thanks for all the great experiences. esp to the 9 of us: NDP was great. i'm glad i've found all of u. (: must rmb to keep in contact.. we need to go to coffee bean for a chatting session soon!!! ><
to 4truth: these past 2 yrs with the class has been a blast. the class is always sooo noisy!! haha. it's been a great time, seriously.. i'll always rmb the noise and the lameness.. haha. and really, though we're not as united as other ppl assume we are, we still have our own brand of unitedness. cheers. (:
to my choir jie mei - lingyen, fang ling, joanne, audrey, cheryl: i LOVE u guys LOADS. i also miss u guys.. sorry i left but under the circumstances couldn't be helped.. the years in choir were GOLDEN and i still think we deserved so much more than a COP in our first SYF. haha. i know we've drifted.. but u guys are still a treasure to me. (:
to my tuition mates: seriously doubt anyone will be reading this cos u guys don't even know my blog exists! haha. anw. tuition is great cos of all of u guys.. it's seriously really funny.. but please have as little singing sessions as possible.. it's really really.... erm.. bad and embarrassing. LOL. take care u guys. =P i know i'll be seeing most of u next yr though.. haha. ^^
to 1hope: u guys are definitely a handful.. haha. but i'm really pleased to have been ur psl. hope u guys will keep on working as a class and will rmb what ur psls did for u in the sec 1 camp, u hear?!?!? haha. =P
to the rest of my friends: thanks for being my friend these past few yrs.. there's probably a few memories i have of u guys that i hold dear.. but.. i can't really rmb. haha. and since this is a general category.. it's making it even harder for my overworked memory. lol. anw, just take care ok? (:

ahh. in a few hours' time, it'll be a new year... with a chance to start anew... a new school, new syllabus, new friends and faces.. a whole new bunch of things to do.. hah. though i've been complaining that i've nth to do during the hols (which is true) still, i'm loathe to give up my so-called freedom.. the lax nature of things this hols.. but. i'm seriously looking forward to SAJC. i've build up so much hope on it and i seriously hope it won't let me down.. but every coin has two side. i can't just depend on SA to make itself great. i have to make sure i have a great time there as well. ^^ i really hope to become better in the new yr.. get a bit more courage.. get less kope-ish.. which is not a proper word may i add.. and greatly greatly improve my chinese... haha. i wanna get into uni with a pass!!!!! lol. or better. (: ahh.. the hopes and dreams that a new yr can bring. one can dream, right?

anw.. i've been playing online for like nearly the whole day.. been on rakion.. haha. i need to rest my eyes! but.. there's nth else to do... *sigh. i wonder who went to the countdown. even if i had the chance i wouldn't want to go anw... too many ppl.. it'll be so crowded and not to mention HOT. haha. i'm just a lazy girl. =P anw.. i'm just gonna stay awake till 12am and wish ppl a happy new year. (: anw.. take it that this was said at 12am: happy new year everyone!! hope 2006 will be a great yr for you all. (: cheers!

a new begining.. and perhaps the courage to tell you what i feel. (:

YOU GET ONE WISH OF ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU ASK FOR?
to walk closer with God. (:

WISH FOR 6 MORE WISHES.
1. good O level results!!!
2. to live life to the fullest
3. to have as little regrets as possible
4. to have good time management
5. to treasure the great people i have around me. (:
6. to know if he likes me? haha. =P

WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE?
haha. good question. cat. *meow.

SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO IN YOUR LIFE:
complete my goals

ONE SONG YOU COULD LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
hmm. loads of songs actually. haha. i dun get tired of stuff easily.. let's see.. erm. right now i'd say If I Am by 9days.

COKE OR PEPSI?
coke. but really,is there a big diff?

SOMETHING YOU CURRENTLY DESIRE:
to go to sajc and have a GREAT time!!

ONE GOOD DEED YOU'VE DONE LATELY:
let my bro play the com even though i wanted to. 0=)

A FUNNY MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE:
when i fell in the ice skating rink. lol. i'm still glad i pulled kuan wei down with me. haha. =P

ahhhh. rules are meant to be broken. i have no ppl to single out. lol. see i so good.. nv sabo ppl. lol. ^^ anw.. u guys dunno the rules either. haha. so u didn't hear anything. *blissfully ignorant.

why is it so hard to tell you how i feel????

ok..i'm blogging abt ytd. haha. welll we were supposed to meet at 1.00pm.. but jo and kw said they'd be late.. so met at 1.30 instead.. i reached early.. lol. poor ching sheng reached at 1.00pm and had to wait by himself.. haha. anw.. finally headed to jurong east.. talked abt quite a lot of funny stuff in the train.. i think we were the loudest group. haha. reached jurong east.. then the guys went to ljs cos kevin was hungry. then the gals went to see vcds.. den we waited outside the vcd shop watching the last breakthrough.. some chinese serial on doctors. nice show. channel 55 at 9.00pm. (:

anw. waited really long for them.. aiyo. =.= den we went upstairs... and saw that the ice skating ring was packed. packed as in there were loads of ppl and there was hrdly any space to skate. serious. it was THAT bad... so we went outside to discuss.. cos inside very cold. lol. den... we went to play pool. all the gals dunno how to play. haha. so we split into 3 pairs.. just nice got 6 ppl, 3 guys 3 girls. haha. lynn went with kevin, jo with kuan wei den me and ching sheng.. aiyo. the position the hand must be in is like SO WEIRD. lol. i dun like.. haha. so used a diff one that ching sheng showed me. lol. den.. after a few min.. lynn change with ching sheng cos both of us dun wanna malu ourselves in front of the guys... haha. den we continued the game that ching sheng and i started.. then we decided to start a new one. haha. so we did.. thhen we dunno how to break.. lol. so ching sheng showed lynn.. then.. she SORTA broke it. lol. not enough strength can. haha.. so we played.. and i tell u whenever i hit the white ball it keeps JUMPING. =.= so irritating. lol.

i think lynn's good. fast learner.. jo is the best i think.. but i nv play with her.. den lynn and i got sian.. so we left first.. went to see how many ppl in the rink... den still got A LOT. den.. the rest came out too.. so.. we decided to go in anw.. and there really were loads of ppl cos of the student promo.. anw got skates, blah blah.. then got onto the ice.. and realised i TOTALLY FORGOT how to skate. lol. so got jo to grab my hand. haha. and evil lynn said jo shouldn't drag me. but SHE WASN'T!!!! i DID skate by myself ok... >< lol. den.. my ankle pain cos keep rubbing against the boot.. bleah. got blister.. =.= so didn't wanna skate.. den ended up getting dragged despite strong protests. haizz. can't really rmb much else? but got one last thing.. kuan wei dragged me at this super high speed.. despite even STRONGER protests.. and in an attempt to dodge this girl with that metal thing, i fell. and dragged kuan wei down with me. haha. SERVES HIM RIGHT. lol. i'm so evil. i SAID i didn't want to go at high speeds.. but he still drag me. =.= and he's damn strong la. BLEAH.

anw.. left soon after taking a few photos.. jojo!! SEND ME!!! haha. yup.. den headed down to kfc cos the guys wanted to eat.. and zc arrived to fetch jo home after the meal.. wahhh. bus 52 takes over an hour to reach jurong... >< gawddd. anw, sidetracking.. both of them are such a sweet couple. they look like each other alr. lol. ok,back to the topic.. headed home on train.. kevin left first cos he was going to meet someone at somewhere.. lol. dunno who, dunno where. den.. left me,lynn,kuan wei and ching sheng.. and somehow, the topic went to 'choose the best one out of the pair'. =.= so they pick a pair and u pick the better one.. dots. got some very funny ones, but won't elaborate. den somehow it went to the best couples based on personality compatibiliity.

decided to go bishan coffee bean to sit down and talk somemore.. but no more space.. so next was cafe cartel.. but den decided against it.. den last choice: mac. haha. so we sat there... den they decided to come up with a list of the chio-est girls in our class excluding me and lynn.. i say they because i dun rmb coming up with that idea. yep. haha. unanimous no. 1: stephanie. lol. no. 2 was jo i think.. den ailin? can't really rmb.. gina's name was mentioned too.. er.. yiye.. and erm.. others. cannot rmb! lol. den we got stuck at the 5th gal cos the rest weren't striking.. then they decided to list the last 5.. we had a hard time coming up with the gal's list. and ppl, it's not that their not chio.. it's that others are more chio.. ya. den.. went to the guys... this time started with last 5.. lol. hot favourites were eric, alvin and ka shing. lol. den first 5.. hyun jae topped the list! haha.. followed by evan i think.. then came jia rong and benjamin. in interchangable places.. ya... den.. nth else? lol. can't rmb. oh.. got the hottest rumoured couples.. =.= obviously i would top the list with the me and josh thing so i just acknowledged fact. =.= haha.

den.. ching sheng popped a qn.. DOES HE LOOK LIKE A BUTCH. omg. if he didn't ask i wouldn't have noticed. but he asked. and i noticed. LOL. he really really really does look like a girl.. esp after he asked the question.. and esp so on the side with his earring. seriously. haha. if u dun believe me, feel free to take a look. a HARD look. haha. and then i rmbed that when we met in the afternoon he mentioned that when he went to buy stuff at the hawker centre (i think) the auntie call him xiao jie. lol. for non-chinese: it means miss. haha. so funny sia. ya.. den we agree that kuan wei also look a bit like gal.. dunno why leh. mostly cos of his complexion maybe. haha. den went down to ntuc.. cos kuan wei wanted to buy contact lens and lynn wanted to buy food. haha. couldn't find contact lens.. and i koped lynn's food. mmmm. chicken pie. ^^ haha. as lynn would say: KOPER. haha. went to nanyang optical and kuan wei bought something.. we tried a few specs on.. lol. nth else to do sia.

den kuan wei left for the bus stop at the mrt.. and me,lynn and ching sheng went to the bus interchange.. den. saw this guy that looked somewhat familiar walking into the 410 green waiting line thingy.. den maybeb it was just me but i thought he kept looking at me.. and being the busybody that i was i looked back and tried to recall who he was. haha. anyway got on the bus and figured he was from our sch.. and he was from the band song-bow.. and he's kenneth. haha. their drummist. or drummer. lol. all supported by lynn. yup. den (and this is very bad of me) i said he looked a bit like a drug addict.. seriously. or some punkish guy. he was like sitting in this slouched position with that 'goth' look.. u know the one that says i hate this world and the world hates me kind of look? yup. ahh well. after i got off the bus i stared at him, and i'm SURE he stared right back!!! 0.o LOL. anw.. headed home.... yup.

den.. nth happened. ooo. when i washed my feet the blister STUNG like HELL. >< it felt like someone was cutting through the skin la.. T.T i have a low threshold for pain. i greatly dislike pain. i abhor pain. i loathe pain. i hate pain. get the point yet? lol. all in all, i learned something new and had a pretty good day ytd. (:

don't keep me guessing...

lol. i saw this blogskin and fell in love with it. i admit i hate the phantom of the opera but this skin was too beautiful to pass up. it's GREAT. don't u agree? i love it. it's BEAUTIFUL. nth much really happened today.. was supposed to go ice skating.. but then i was supposed to watch narnia with my family.. den jo say wed got this student promo thing so decided to postpone.. den today... my parents told me my uncle wanted to watch with us.. so we'll be watching on thurs instead. =.= i'm so sorry ppl!! >< haiz. oh well. a supposedly great day mellowed out into this. boo. haha. but i accomplished something. i managed to pack my table. haha. now it's much less cluttered.. but. that's only the place where i do my work.. i'm left with the drawers.. the top cabinet.. the extra drawers.. and one pile of papers and stuff in the middle of the room. lol. but. at least i did something. haha. well.. in the midst of cleaning up everything i stumbled upon loads of memories.. all hidden away.. haha. came across the letters my mei wrote to me.. ^^ i think i'll write her something for the coming new year.. see i'm such a great jie. love er and miss her loads. haven't talked to her in ages. must tell her to mellow down tho.. cannot be so rough. haha. christmas has been good.. loved the christmas service. pastor's right.. there's no condemnation in christ. :) I LOVE GOD!! haha.

your eyes are beautiful.. i feel right when your eyes gaze into mine. and i know i belong.. in the world between you and i.

it's xmas eve. still not in the festive mood much. lol. i'm totally in love with ADRIEN BRODY. he is sooo shuai. too me that is but still. haha. u know the king kong show the jack driscoll guy?? yup, that's him. haha. i tell u his pics ROCK man. *drools. soo shuai!!!! XD ok. AHHHHHH!!!!! can't wait for school!!! 'm so bored at home! i dun wanna pack my table!!!!!! DUMP EVERYTHING AND THROW IT AWAY!! GET ME A NEW ONE!!!!!!! ARGH. i'm really really really bored at home. boo. unlike me though, other ppl seem to have sooooo much to do. =.= makes me feel so lethargic. bleah. BLEAH. give me something to do. i better try filling up my day.. dun wanna get overwhelmed at sch after having nth to do for so long. haha. bah. have to go shopping for a billabong belt for my fren's xmas prezzie. lol. someone help me!! where do u find billabong stuff in s'pore? isetan? how come i dun rmb seeing it ah.. =.= i realise i see op, quiksilver, roxy but no billabong... or izzit my observation skills suck? hmm. haha. bleah..... wonder wat cca i should join in saints. i'm just crapping my way through so just bear with me. haha. i wanna see how air rifle's like... maybe dance.. lol. i'm so inflexible leh. i'll feel so inferior. esp next to ballerinas. like si hui. lol. amazing how ppl can STRETCH!!! i just can't. lol. not enough elasticity available when god made me. =X ok. so i'm really crapping. but what else is there to do?!??! bleah.

tout que je veux pour Noël est vous... parole vous veuillez me vouloir aussi.

i woke up at 11.30 today!!! =.= that like gave me so limited time to get ready and meet them at somerset cos i take really long to get ready. haha. ended up late.. =D lol. apparently all but one were late. haha. met up with them then went over to cineleisure... next king kong show was at 3.10. =.= no choice.. so bought tickets for that. then they apparently couldn't find five seats together... so we split up to two and three... no details here. waahhhh. sitting in the cinema for three whole hours is not a great experience.. the movie was ok though.. but like a bit draggy. lol. i found it quite funny. =X i'm wondering how come even though she gets tossed around like mad, she doesn't suffer from motion sickness and she doesn't break a few limbs here and there. lol. and why do the t-rexes only go for the small human girl when they have a much bigger king kong to eat off. =.= a bit weird. and EEEEK. there were HUMONGOUS BUGS. EEEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! so disgusting... i covered my eyes. lol. really really REALLY BIG. can't stand bugs or flying insects or BIG BUGS or BIG FLYING INSECTS or bugs or flying insects. yup. EEEEK. gives me the creeps k. *shivers* anw... so sad king kong died. haha. in other versions he lived i think. and the director guy is SOOO BAD ok. NO CONSCIENCE izzit?!?!? lol. k. wahhh. after the movie when i stood up my legs felt weird. lol. almost felt like my legs were gonna buckle beneath me. haha. went back home after that.. reached home at 7 plus. waaahhh. i spent the whole day out. lol. at least it beats rotting at home. haha. i can't wait for sch to start... at least there's something to do. ahh. jaryl's coming over to sa for first three months and will transfer to vj after that. lol. poor guy. ah well. hope he likes saints. seriously, i don't see any reason why anyone would not like saints. haha. oh well. i don't see any reason for ppl to dislike tj either, but apparently some people do. ahhhh. complicated life.

i really think je t'aime... but. how do i know.. for sure...? life sure is complicated.

ahhhh~~~~. went shopping with lynn today. it's amazing that she has so much energy after just coming back from the mision trip in penang. are u reading this lynn?!?!?!!? u hyperactive gal! 0.o lol. quite fun ba... at first go orchard to find evan.. then cannot find.. so we go to borderes first... ahhh. found a nice alamac... u know that book that's like a daily planner or something. but it's 20 bucks. -.-'' so sad.... T.T anw... decided to wait for evan to knock off from work so we went over to shaw... den went around looking for ties.. went to wisma.. den taka.. den back to wisma and went to the coffee club express to sit down. haha. evan joined us really late cos his replacement was late. lol. so when he met us we wanted to go home le.. den he went with his frens to play pool and we went home.. really tired by then.. feet were acing. that's why i dun like shopping. lol. anw.. back at j8 lynn decided to go to seiyu to buy a tie for her pastor... lol. $10 one. haha. somemore 2 of them sharing. so cheap. =PpP anw.. in front of us got this actor guy... his head is really squarish.. like quite big like that. lol. =X ahhhhh. got loads more in between stuff but too lazy to blog abt it. btw. i found fushigi yuugi vol 13. waaahhhh. i've been waiting for it for like FOREVER and j8 comics connection dun have.. but taka kinokuniya have!!! haha. so happy. now started a new fushigi yuugi series. fushigi yuugi genbbu hayden i think. wwwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhh~~ so nice kay.. i bought the first three volumes today. ^^ super duper happy abt it. LOVE FUSHIGI YUUGI TO BITS. =)


fushigi yuugi OST
Perfect World
mizu ni utsuru tsuki wo miru kara
yurete shimau
zujou ni aru hikari wa sore wo
tada mite'ru dake...

kizutsuite yowaru teoi no KEMONO demo
ikiru no ka nigeru no ka subete jibun shidai

sora wa takaku hateshinai keredo
hikari dake wa oshiminaku aru
donna toki mo mimamotte-iru yo
ai to yuu na no Perfect World

tsurai toki wo norikoeru tabi
mabushiku naru
shirazu shirazu eranda koto ga
jishin ni naru yo

umi no soko nemuru hito wa shinshu no you
arawarete migakarete kagayaki wo fukameru

sora wa takaku harewataru sekai
yuki wa tokete uruoi ni naru
donna toki mo tachiagaru yuuki
KIMI no naka ni aru yo

daite daite dakiokosu dake ga
tabun kitto yasashisa ja nai
donna toki mo tachiagaru yuuki
kimi no naka ni aru yo
ai to yuu na no Perfect World

translation:

Looking at the moon relected in the water,
I couldn't help but shake
The light overhead
just looks at that...

Even if an injured, weakening, wounded beast
lives or runs away is all up to itself

The sky is high, unending, but
light is the only thing it doesn't hold back.
I will always be watching over
the Perfect World called love

Whenever I overcome the difficult times,
I become dazzlingly bright
Before I knew it, I began to have confidence
in what I chose.

Sleeping at the bottom of the ocean, people are like pearls
Being washed, and polished, intensifying their brilliance

World where the sky is high and clearing
The snow is melting, turning into moisture
The courage to stand up
is always within you.

Just embracing, embracing, and lifting someone in your arms
is probably, surely, not kindness.
The courage to stand up
is always within you.
A perfect world called love

is love forever?

just watched the last part of this movie cadet kelly.. and fell in love with SHAWN ASHMORE. he's sooo cute in the movie k.. he also acted in x-men 2 as ice man!! ahhhh. he's so cute k. and he's going out with michelle tratchenberg... i think that's how u spell her last name. lol. but his hair SUCKS in ther pics together. lol. =X there were the photos where he had long hair.. eeks. then.. there was another photo where he cut his hair but he still looked bad. lol. =X ahhhh. but the iceman pics look damn nice laaaa. *drools. LOL. sooo cute. ^^

suspense is killing. i still don't know.. but i'm not even sure whether i WANT to know.

i seem to be posting lyrics a lot. OH WELLS. i like. haha. =) ahhh. wanted to post a song's lyrics but cant find it. not very famous apparently. lol. check out this song if u can.. jessica harp - perfectly. =) quite nice. whee~~ i've been in the net for th whole day and i still feel EXTREMELY bored. like come on. there's nth to do. downloading is illegal (supposedly) so i've no access to anything and there's absolutely nth in my com. i've got like 2 songs.. diana ross' if we hold on together and olivia olson's all i want for xmas is u. and a bunch of other anime mp3s.. and that's IT.... waaaaaahhhhhh. i'm like sooo deprivedddddd. there's nth to do. boooo. :(

jessica harp - perfectly chorus:

i wanna be perfect but i'm me,
i wanna be flawless but u see,
every little crack,every chip, every dent, every little mistake..
i wanna be perfect just like u
but there's only so much that a girl can do
when i look in the mirror what i see
makes sense to me... perfectly.

Radical Dreamers (Chrono Cross OST):

Osanai te ni tsutsunda
furueteru sono hikari wo
Kokomade tadottekita
jikan no fuchi wo samayoi

Sagashi tzuzukete kitayo
namae sae shiranaikeredo
Tada hitotsu no omoi wo
anata ni tewatashitakute

Toki wa ai mo itami mo
fukaku dakitome
Keshite yukukedo watashi wa
oboeteiru
Zutto...

Watashi no mune no oku ni
itsukaraka hibiite ita...
Yotsuyu no shizuku yori mo
kasukana sasayakidakedo

Itetsuku hoshi no yami e
tsumugu inori ga
Tooi anata no sora ni
todoku you ni...


Translation:

Held in young hands
The light is shivering.
I've come all this way
Wandering along the edges of time.

I came, searching still
Without even knowing your name, but
One little feeling
I only wanted to hand over to you

Sometimes I catch and hold
love and pain, tightly in my arms.
It will fade away, but
I will remember it... Always....

It has been echoing in my chest
For who knows how long.
Although it's a whisper tinier
Than a drop of the evening fog.

Towards the darkness of the frozen stars
A spinning prayer
May it reach your distant sky....



1000 Words (Final Fantasy X-2 OST):

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

my dream isn't over yet... i will keep dreaming. so please.. wait for me.

guess what. the PAE results are out. and what's more, i'm a SAINT! yes,yes i know that that was a fact before this (lol. how bhb am i getting? on a scale of 1 to 10. haha) BUT this time its cos i've been accepted by SA!!!! haha. yay! :) heard that char and min are in too! actually, i think LOADS of ppl from my sch got in. YAY US! ^^ i'm sure that after the Os results come out, loads more will be in, yeah? =) also got news that minqi, james and kah ming got into ny. enjoy urselves there k!! ^^ try not to pon la hor.. at least get some kind of headstart right? =) well. that's all i know. really little. ya. BAH. u dun expect me to know EVERYTHING. look forward to schlife at sa. i think i'm totally in love with sa. i hope the Os results will be good... ah. shall not panic. it's all in God's hands, yea? ^^ whee~ i just came back from tuition. i was sitting around playing with jaryl's hdphn. went to jc with them cos they wanted to appeal.. wah. it's really hard to get into vj ok. and their campus is HUGE. 0.0 their cutoff point is 6 for science!! hope that both heng yu and jaryl can get in.. all the best, guys! :) yay xin ying got into vj!! so happy for her. she was so scared she wouldn't make it. haha. she's in italy or somewhere around europe right now. hope she's enjoying herself and rmbs to get something back for me! X) wheee~ today was so hot. i was like sweating buckets. 0.0 lol. and today marks the first day i took a bus home from tuition. WAH. it takes 1 and 1/2 hours to get home!!!!!!! 0.0 soooo longgg. goes round and round.. actually went to geylang?!? lol. passed my mom's shop too. haha. now i know how to get there. lol. haiz. and it doesn't even drop me at my bus stop. it goes alllll the way to opp bishan mrt and i walked home... ah... realised something today as well. u HAVE to top up a minimum amount of 5 bucks when u top up ur ez link card using the machine. ya, i know, i should have knwon earlier but today was the day when i didn't need to top up so much!!! >.< aiyo.. wanted to top up like 2 bucks.. ended up top up 10 bucks instead. damn. =.= anyone know how to renew ur ez link or something like that? we're supposed to do that right???? how??? HELP? =.= i feel so clueless. bleah. oh ya. haha. i blew off matt today. was supposed to accompany him to watch king kong (his movie) and pride of prejudice (my movie). end up j8 doesn't have pride and prejudice so i refused to go. lol. =X feel so bad. OH WELL. he wasn't supposed to watch with me anyway. haha. better not say anymore. later he come after me. LOL. =PpP wheee~ how eventful was today? lol. i like class 95 fm!!! haha. i was like listening to it all the way thru the bus ride!!! haha. jean and rod are funny ppl. at least i think that's how u spell their names. haha. =) heard the song below while typing this. on class 95, of course. =P just got one thing to say. jean likes to put on some ACCENT. someone tell her! lol. maybe she studied abroad. LOL. rod just BURPED. so cute! haha. ok. so today WAS a good day. i'm glad. :)


BLESSID UNION OF SOULS
I Believe

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

Violence is spread worldwide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way
Please love find the way



i believe love will find the way for you and me`
so.. i'll believe. even though it's hard to read your mind, even though i don't know whether it's true, i'll still believe.

ICE SKATE,ICE SKATE,ICE SKATE,ICE SKATE.

i packed my table today.. yet i feel like i didn't accomplish anything. perhaps it's because i'm not yet finished. haha. i've finished packing chem, phy, a maths, e maths. i take up 2 RING FILES for EACH subject, except for phy, and that's because dear mr tan ordered 5 files each yr for his sub. even then, i've got papers flying around cos there's no where to put his extra exercises... all those remedial thingys and one day exercises... *sigh. it's amazing how much phy work we managed to complete. actually, it's amazing we completed the syllabus for 8,actually 9, subjects in 2 yrs. that's a lot of work in a short time. no wonder we're stressed students. haha. throw in our ccas and extra stuff in sch, it's no surprise we're so stressed. lol. thank goodness we dun go mad. haha.

yay! watching jewel in the palace! so nice.... i like~~~ haha. it's amazing that in a place where ppl are against her, she can rise up against the odds and show that girls can do what guys do. haha. it's ppl like her who helped giive women and men equivalent status, doncha think? =)

where are you in times of trouble, in times of need? how do you expect me to believe that you'll be there in the times i most need you?

what's it like to be in love? why am i scared? i'm not supposed to be afraid.. yet, i'm haunted.

lately i've been doing the same routine over and over again. sleep late, wake up late, eat breakfast, play... occassionally i'll go out or i'll pack my table. den lunch. den back to play.. den dinner, den tv. lol. boring! haha. ahhhhh!!! mo zuodong DIED!!!! how can he die?!?!?!?!?!?!? IT'S SO SAD LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T haha. sorry. was watching some chinese drama. really funny. but in the end he DIED!!! just before he took wedding photos lor... T.T just goes to show how unpredictable life is. live for the day!!!

i wonder whether u'll notice me. or perhaps u're still caught up in someone in the past. perhaps i can stop myself from falling for u.. before it's too late.

well the hols haven't really been eventful. haha. i think i've watched quite a few movies.. the latest being aeon flux. haha. ack. not much to blog about i guess. boo. bah... was talking to evan ytd.. apparently sharon is migrating to brisbane.. so sad. why does everyone leave at sec 4??? there's nic,arathi,sharon... and then we all graduate and leave sch too. haiz. so sad. boo!!! can't think of anything to blog. haha. next time then. =P

Pixel Perfect OST
Notice Me

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note,
A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
Your too busy playing games,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you notice me.

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your comin down,
I dont wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scholarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just arent true,
I'm the girl you never see,
I'm the one you really need,
So dont you get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me

[Chorus]

I'm not like the rest,
I dont care if you're the best,
You see it, it's all the same to me ,
You just be who you want to be,
It's all the same to me,
Ohhh dont get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..

hmmm. i think i'm the first one to wake up since chalet ended. or maybe the first to update. lol. wah... ytd i didn't really sleep at all.. i was like sleeping 5 min, wake up 10 min kind of thing... we went in at around 2 plus i think. all the way until 5... den i left the chalet and went out to the park to wait for sunrise.. haha. left by myself and reuben ended up coming along cos he couldn't sleep. lol.den we walked.. and met lynn, evan, jo, shengzhi, shoban, james. haha. den we all waited.. went down to the beach and then played with the sand.. haha.nice... and jo and lynn went mad. lol. they started having this karaoke thingy.. lol. den left with nth to do.. den went back up ad like debate where the sun was gonna rise. lol. end up cannot see properly cos of the trees. so sad lor. wet back around 7? ya.. den min hui woke up... den i took her place, went to sleep for a while.. kuan wei woke up around 7.15... den he and min hui went out.. lol. gave my place to lynn, ended up sitting against the wall with jeana, who woke up at 7.30 i think. sort of like dozed off.. haha. den woke up and wanted to drink water.. den cannot cross over from the stairs to the fridge that side cos too many bodies. lol. in the end james helped me get water from the thermal heater... den too hot. so i crossed over by stepping on the bag that ben was sleeping on. lol. opened the fridge... waking up shoban in the process cos his toe was on the door. lol. den helped jeana pour water... den i went toilet... joined james, glenn and shoban at the receptionist area.. den was joined by reuben. sat there and talked for a while.... den went back to help pack up and everyone was awake. lol. heard from reuben dat yiye hugged his legs while she slept! haha. so cute! =P den at 3 plus before jr went to sleep i was like rubbing his hair... lol. den he was like i'm not a dog.. den at night he kept scratching himself.. haha. den i told him den he was like wat did u do to me? haha. like some kind of sleeping dog. haha. so cute. well.. we packed up and got everyone out of bed and kailyn's mom checked out at 9 i think... or maybe 9.30.. haha. me,gina,ching sheng,and glenn took taxi... wah. i like slept almost theoughout the whole ride. one min we were at pasir ris that side.. den i open my eyes we're almost at bishan le. lol. so tired man. slept from 10 plus to 12.30 in the tv room.. den moved to my room and slept until 4.30. haha. =) still felt like sleeping. zzzZZ. all in all the chalet was ok la. haha. my feet hurt tho. walking in my slippers is so not comfortable. bleah. haha. will miss 4 truth man. take care ppl. we'll meet again! =P

alicia.
18/07 sajc. kcp.
dance. girl guides.
06s07. 06s11. og18. 4truth.
new creation church. Jesus loves me.
manga. anime. music. nature. water.
BLUE. black. white.
love existed, when dreams were alive.
sweetness.
meowmeow. meowies. moomoos.
higher and higher..can we fly. but does that prove we have wings?

i feel like rain. in the rain, you can be the happy go lucky person playing and singing while splashing in huge puddles of water. or you can be the dark person underneath the umbrella, eyes always on the ground, thinking of the sadness rain brings. or you can be the one at home, sulking and wishing it would all go away. or you can be the one rejoicing that the dry season has passed. or you can be the hopeful one, gazing out the window, looking for that rainbow.i feel like rain.



.Amanda.
.Angel.
.Angelyn.
.Ansley.
.Audrey.
.Charmaine.
.Celine.
.Chin Teck.
.Daphanie.
.Daniel.
.Eby Kor.
.Eileen.
.Eunice.
.Evan.
.Evelyn Mummy.
.Gen.
.Gina.
.Hui Mei.
.Iven.
.Jiayi.
.Jingyi.
.Joanne.
.Joanne Mei.
.John.
.Kim Jie.
.Lester.
.Li Jin Jie.
.Lingyen Jie.
.Melody. Twin~
.Meris.
.Minqi.
.Minyi.
.Nicholas.
.Nicole.
.Noraishah.
.Regina.
.Sarah.
.Sharon.
.Stephanie.
.Vern Kor.
.Vincent.
.Weiqin.
.Xiao Han.
.Yi Mei.
.Yiye.





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