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Friday, May 26, 2006 @8:13 PM

well i'm finally back. haha. been busy and lazy to update for quite a while. (: well first things first, congrats to melly for getting into council!! ((: told u u'll get in twin! =P haha. also congrats to iven, angelyn, xiao xuan, lynn, min and shirley for getting in as well. i was somewhat surprised at a few of the venn councillors but not say THAT surprised la. all in all, it's not THAT great nor that bad la. haha.

happy early birthday to leen!! yay we're celebrating this sun. x)) unfortunately, i probably can't eat much cos it's a bbq and i'm like STILL sick. =.='' wootz. it's gonna be good, right leen?!?!? better than terry's!! x)

i loved today's gp presentation! I LOVE BAABAA! baabaa is so cute!!! i didn't take a pic!! raahhh. baabaa is josh sam's sheep soft toy. he got it in like p3 in a carnival!! and it's been with him since. he sleeps with it!! awwww,josh sam. haha. ((: but baabaa is soooo CUTE la. I WANT! haha. x)

well today's flag raising was somewhat different. we assembled in front of the gallery and had prize presentation for team sajc sports which had completed their respective seasons. (: congrats to soccer boys, hockey boys, soccer girls, hockey girls, cricket girls, cricket boys, waterpolo boys, bowlers (guys and girls),and of course, rugby boys, all of which got top 4 positions in the national championships this yr for their respective sports. ((: also a big well done to all the other sports, we applaud your spirit. (: the sports having their seasons in july: waterpolo girls, swimming, rhythmic gymnastics, canoeing, and any other sports i might have left out. haha. wishing u guys all the best, do us proud! (:

for saints exploratorium today, our egg did not break!! (: of course, a lot of the other eggs didn't break as well but yeah. haha. yay gerry,amos and john! lol. i didn't even know our class sent representatives. XD the parachute worked really well and the structure was good as well. it's too bad that there was no higher height from which we could throw the egg from. haha. during phy, jian and nic blew the egg out of the eggshell. lol. they made a hole at the bottom and were like waiting for the egg to slowly drip out. then nic poked another hole at the top and blew though with a straw. lol. i actually thought he was sucking it up at first. oops. haha. den after that jian started drawing weirdly on it. den after gp they threw it to someone. and the person didn't catch it and it hit the wall and cracked. awww. no souvenir. haha.

had dance... boo. melly's quitting. >< oh and guess wat, me,manda and melly signed up for cheerleading. lol. we'll see how it is. ended up not really having to do anything cos they didn't practise with our grp. =D but for chinese dance we gt a new combi.. which i so cannot do.. BAH. not flexible enough la. =.='' my mom should have sent me for ballet lessons or something. rahh. i was watching celestine and she was doing splits.. side splits mind u and she was like whoosh down and me and maurine were like 0.o. haha. damn good la. they're all really really good. and jilyn was like doing this back arch.. like u lie on the floor face down then u arch ur back and bring ur whole torso up. and she can arch damn far la. then charlotte was like pulling her back somemore and xiaowei was like don't break her! haha. funny. oh and it's arching WITHOUT help. PAST 90 degrees la. madness sia. haha.

i hate my cough. it's like getting from bad to worse. i can't seem to stop la. yikes. i dun feel like going for dance tml... but there's item vetting and amelia's item.. haiz. and if it gets too bad i probably won't be able to go to leen's house. =/ bleah. thank u lord that by your stripes i am totally healed and made whole. thank u lord that u took all my sickness on the cross and this disease has no right to be in my body. I AM HEALED.

lalala~

Sunday, May 21, 2006 @5:47 PM

alicia, your lips say you've got Understated Charm

Whether you're delivering a sweet smooch or a well-chosen compliment, a kind and centered sweetie like you uses your lips to show how much you care. You're a great listener who's got a knack for knowing what — and what not — to say.

Subtle and down-to-earth, you're not totally consumed by fussy fashions or high-maintenance beauty routines. We'd bet you're most comfortable in simple styles that let your genuine self shine through. Seems just right for a go-with-the-flow gal like you!

haha. talk about accurate. x) wheee~ char koped from my blog!! haha. makes me feel my blog is so popular. LOL.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @6:41 PM

A young man learns what's most important in life
from the guy next door.

It had been some time since Jack had seen the old
man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in
the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the
country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush
of his busy life, Jack had little time to think
about the past and often no time to spend with his
wife and son. He was working on his future, and
nothing could stop him.

Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser
died last night. The funeral is Wednesday."

Memories flashed through his mind like an old
newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood
days.

"Jack, did you hear me?"

"Oh sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It' s been so long
since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly
thought he died years ago," Jack said.

"Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him
he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about
the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence'
as he put it," Mom told him.

"I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.

"You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser
stepped in to make sure you had a man's influence in
your life," she said.

"He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said. "I
wouldn't be in this business if it weren't for him.
He spent a lot of time teaching me things he thought
were important...Mom, I'll be there for the
funeral," Jack said.

As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the
next flight to his hometown. Mr. Belser's funeral
was small and uneventful. He had no children of his
own, and most of his relatives had passed away.

The night before he had to return home, Jack and his
Mom stopped by to see the old house next door one
more time. Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for
a moment. It was like crossing over into another
dimension, a leap through space and time. The house
was exactly as he remembered. Every step held
memories. Every picture, every piece of
furniture....Jack stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong, Jack?" his Mom asked.

"The box is gone," he said.

"What box?" Mom asked.

"There was a small gold box that he kept locked on
top of his desk. I must have asked him a thousand
times what was inside. All he'd ever tell me was the
thing I value most," Jack said. It was gone.
Everything about the house was exactly how Jack
remembered it, except for the box. He figured
someone from the Belser family had taken it.

"Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him,"
Jack said. "I better get some sleep. I have an early
flight home, Mom."

It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died.
Returning home from work one day Jack disc overed a
note in his mailbox. "Signature required on a
package. No one at home. Please stop by the main
post office within the next three days," the note
read.

Early the next day Jack retrieved the package. The
small box was old and looked like it had been mailed
a hundred years ago. The handwriting was difficult
to read, but the return address caught his
attention. "Mr. Harold Belser" it read.

Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the
package. There inside was the gold box and an
envelope. Jack's hands shook as he read the note
inside. "Upon my death, please forward this box and
its contents to Jack Bennett. It's the thing I
valued most in my life."

A small key was taped to the letter. His heart
racing, as tears filling his eyes,! Jack carefully
unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful
gold pocket watch. Running his fingers slowly over
the finely etched casing, he unlatched the cover.
Inside he found these words engraved: "Jack, Thanks
for your time! - Harold Belser."

"The thing he valued most...was...my time."

Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called
his office and cleared his appointments for the next
two days. "Why?" Janet, his assistant asked.

"I need some time to spend with my son," he said.
"Oh, by the way, Janet...thanks for your time!"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we
take but by the moments that take our breath away,"

Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's
100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so
much that they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in
some way.

3. A smile from you can bring happiness to
anyone, even if they don't like you.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before
they go to sleep.

5. You mean the world to someone.

6. If not for you, someone may not be living.

7. You are special and unique.

8. When you think you have no chance of getting
what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you
trust God to do what's best, and wait on His time,
sooner or later, you will
get it or something better.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good can still come from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back
on you, take a look; you most likely turned your
back on the world.

11. Someone that you don't even know exists,
loves you.

12. Always remember the compliments you
received. Forget about the rude remarks.

13. Always tell someone how you feel about them;
you will feel much better when they know and you'll
both be happy.

14. If you have a great friend, take the time to
let them know that they are great.

To everyone who read this: "Thank you for your time."

i've thought about it.. and u'll always be a part of my life. life carries on...

Monday, May 15, 2006 @9:36 PM

Hercules- Go the distance.

I have often dreamed
Of a far-off place
Where a great warm welcome
Will be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I will find my way
I can go the distance
I'll be there someday
If I can be strong

I know ev'ry mild
Will be worth my while
I would go most anywhere
to feel like I belong

I am on my way
I can go the distance
I don't care how far
Somehow I'll be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
I would go most anywhere
to find where I belong

I will beat the odds
I can go the distance
I will face the world
Fearless, proud and strong

I will please the gods
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome
Right where I belong

Sunday, May 14, 2006 @8:47 PM

sometimes i think i expect too much out of people.. thinking they can read my mind like an open book. sometimes i wish they could.. cos sometimes it's so hard to say things.. it's hard to seem alright all the time.. sometimes i feel like everything's so dark. i want the light. add in: i think i'm emo. =.=''

@5:35 PM

happy belated birthday to calvin daddy!! x) i'll find u soon for book exchhange k! i wanna read some more manga!! haha. and happy birthday to terry! 17 alr ah, cannot so shy le. haha. heard frm melly u got hidden talent, can beat the cookie/cake mix like pro. not bad ah. haha. somemore act guai in front of josh sam's mom. haha. oh well, one may birthday down, one more to go. leen we'll make ur bday the best ever!! haha. must somehow outdo terry's de. lol. x) i love s07!! (: and i have so much work to do and i'm blogging. tsk tsk. current affairs quiz tml, maths test on tues, chem test on wed. T.T BLEAH.

oh. and i'm so gonna lose my social life this june. my first two weeks are dedicated to dance like everyday AT LEAST from 12pm-5pm (or izzit 12am-5pm. aiya. should be pm la. anw it's 12noon. haha.) on weekdays and at least from 9am-3pm for saturdays. and den the last two weeks are protected time for students... (thank god!) which will mean i'm gonna have to mug frm then till after hols for common test. boohoo. T.T

Friday, May 12, 2006 @5:17 PM

The Distance by Evan and Jaron.

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath whitout saying your name
But I can't take the distance

I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't the miles
I can't take the time
until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath
without saying your name

I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name

And I can't take the distance
The distance



this is a damn nice song. anyone wanna send me? haha. well my gp grp came over to do gp today. i think they got like royal treatment at my house pls. haha. they finished my nacos! yay. and the ferrero rochers. and the dark choc. and like two cartons of berri berri juice and half a bottle of BOTH coke and ice lemon tea (which i have not seen in the fridge till today). haha. plus they had lunch at my house. not bad ah. then can use two coms some more. haha. =P anw we finished gp! yay. hopefully we'll do ok la. (: and yes, i know i haven't been updating.. lack of time plus i'm too lazy. haha. anw tml i still have dance. raahhh. and today alr feels like the start of the long hols to come. and i still have loads of work to do. oh no. =/

oh, and an early happy birthday to my daddy(calvin) and terry! (: daddy's bday is tml and terry's bday is on the 14th. haha.terry has no excuse to forget mother's day. lol. anw, sorry terry that i can't make it to ur birthday celebration today! >< i hope u're reading this. it's retarded to type an apology to someone who won't read it. haha. =P hope u guys have a good time at josh sam's house!! s07 rocks! and i get to eat cookies on mon! yay! ((:

je t'aime`

Thursday, May 11, 2006 @9:33 PM

To the world you may be one person. but to one person you may be the world. (:

life is full of choices. we seem to be always coming to a fork in whichever path we take. but there'll always be one where the light is shining through. God will show you the way,if you just believe and trust in him. (:

life is full of ups and downs. what's important is not how high or how low you reach, but rather that you continue riding the waves no matter how hard it gets, and that you never let yourself sink.

failure is the path to success, the will to press on is the way to succeed. if we don't try, we'll never know the full extent of what each of us are really capable of.

it is only through failures that we can have success. if we always succeed, we forget what is failure and thus forget success.

to believe that you have the power to fly, that you have the power to fulfill your dreams.. hope. the confident expectation of good things to come. if we lose hope, we can only fall into despair. when we have hope, we can reach the sky. (:

i believe that together, we can and will succeed. it is not my strength, but yours working through me. lord, i trust in you.

Saturday, May 06, 2006 @10:56 AM

ok,on thurs we were doing our gpp in the com lab after coming back from the tau huey shop where josh sam had treated us to tau huey!!! thanks josh sam!! x) anw we met derrick, chandra and terry walking out of sch.. and told them everyone had left tau huey alr. so we all went back to sch's com lab to do gpp.. and chandra is scary. eeeekkkkss. >< anw the triplets have now like become f4 together with chandra? omg i hate f4. BOTH f4s. ewwww.

hmmm. fri. had chi dance after sch! wanted to buy rapture tickets frm mrs chia.. but then when we went to look for her she say she busy.. but she was basically helping herself to the buffet.. =.='' den she say she must wat meet the paretns or something like that.. then she say got 400 $15 tickets left. so ok lo.. went back to the dance studio.. anw ytd's practise wasn't so fruitful for me cos i ran off to the toilet cos i didn't feel well. =.='' yup. anw we only learnt abt another 2 new 8s which are quite easy i think.. haha. anw corrinne started making out the formations alr.. and me and melly aren't involved.. yet. haha. hopefully we'll get in ba... anw there's still loads of j2s and j1s left so ok lo.. and the formations are very cute.. esp the way the second formation is supposed to go onto the stage. lol.

well after dance me and melly went to the library to find amos.. and i was listening to his songs and den he made me listen to these weird songs which aren't nice!! >< amos ur music taste not good. anw we went down to find leen after a while.. and amos didn't want to go for band concert... den we went to the gym to find josh sam, yisheng and paul then see who wanna go.. den josh sam say ok.. den after a while he say he dun wanna go cos he realised it wasn't a ROCK BAND concert, but the SAJC BAND concert. LOL. so slow. =P anw we whinedddd at him but he still dun want.. den in the end we decided to make him feel guilty. haha. anw he said he'll go out and eat dinner with us la.. den we wanted to buy flowers.. but when we got to the bridge, we saw 142 leaving.. =.='' so we were waiting at the bus stop.. den we saw some dancers who had flowers.. den we asked them where they buy from and we found out that there's a flower shop near broadway.. haha. but no more roses.. only left 2.. so i bought 6 pink carnations instead for the 6 s11 bandies on behalf of sharon and myself. (:

we left for mac's and ate whilst walking back.. and we smuggled food in. haha. so if u were sitting around the left side of the cc near the back and u smelled mac, den dat was us.. haha. (: anw band concert was good.. i liked the programme booklet and the postcards! so nice la. haha. and i got a green lightstick.. but i changed it with josh sam and got a blue one. x) haha. the concert rocked! haha. but we got a little scolding from the band conductor cos everyone was like shouting the names of their respective friends. lol. SO sorry sir. haha. anw we shouted go weiqin once only k.. actually wanted to do it a second time.. then we were like 1,2,3 then josh sam was like WAIT and leen went GO. lol. so funny.

anw, i was doing my gpp so i wasn't blogging and i will just stop here and continue next time. haha. (:

Monday, May 01, 2006 @9:09 PM

yay! ytd's cg outing rocked! i was late. but early. haha. cos everyone else was later. only li jian was early.. manda was early too but she was shopping at parkway. heard from her that parkway got sale.. no wonder there jam like crazy. =.='' anw joey was like the latest la. haha. so finally when everyone came we left! (: like duh. haha. anw i totally didn't pay attention to the route we were taking cos i was crapping with ppl along the way. i rmb me, twin, manda and leen were asking nic why he suddenly start apologising to everyone.. and why he was pissed with twin!! haha. turns out he was jealous of melly's attention. then we were all like melly got a lot of attention meh?? 0.o den he was like aiya my brain work differently from u guys. LOL. so funny pls. and nic was showing me and leen this video on his cam.. u watch the first few min/sec and u're like wondering wat the hell is he doing.. haha. i thought he was scared of a lizard/bee/cockroach or something hidden in the garden.. lol. turns out he was lighting up some firecrackers. damn cool la. haha.

den i started crapping with amos. seriously, amos is SUPER lame. dun go near him. haha. hmm. i forgot wat happened.. i think i confused him or said something really lame den he was like i'm not laughing den i was like laugh or something like that... anw the whole point was when i told him to laugh, he laughed. SO RETARDED PLS! and it's like that type of really weird laughter and he made me start laughing. lol. anw mel brought us to her church first then her house.. den when we reached her church's youth centre everyone was like is this ur house??? haha. it's quite homely. (: anw her house is just across the road from her church la!! and after i came home my mum told me her house was like really near my grandma's house.. or wat was my grandma's house anw. and i didn't recognise the place at all!! and she said it's cos i nv went that way. haha.

anw me,melly,leen and manda stayed in mel's room and everyone else went to play soccer.. we danced,talked, tried to gossip and lay on her bed until we got like really hungry.. around 6.30?? den we went to her church to call them.. and they were still engrossed in their game. so we went into the playground where jacob and yisheng were.. we later found out that terry and derrick were scared of jacob so jacob had to stay in the playground. poor jacob. ): anw jacob is really BIG. and at first glance he's SCARY. cos he pants like REALLY LOUDLY and he's BIG. haha. but he's such a nice dog and he didn't drool on me!! haha. jacob is big and cute and fat. x))

anw while we were leaving, melly and manda spotted a snail crawling up the wall. and they wanted to get it down cos they wanted to scare amos with it. and they PULLED and it didn't want to come off. but somehow,it came off and from the looks of it it's body got SEVERED. ewwwww la. so gross. >< and then the two of them started screaming. haha. i think mel's churchmates think we're mad girls. haha. anw, melly got really sad there cos of some thing.. twin i love u k!!! smile!! (: haha. anw i'm sure she's better by now. haha.

the food was great. mel i love ur food!! the pasta and the popiah were really damn good lor. anw i didn't eat more than 1 plate of pasta and 1/2 a popiah cos i got really BLOATED on the 1 1/2 packet of chrysanthemum drink i drank cos of the VERY HOT CHILLI in the popiah. like really HOT. it burnedddddd me for soo lonnngggg. yup. but it was nice la.. den some more got jelly to eat!! and watermelon! waaahhhh. mel i love ur house!! let's go again!! haha. x)

we started watching the myth.. or more like they started watching whilst we were sending amos and melly off.. WEIRD movie. it keeps switching between past and present!! how irritating. cannot choose one timeline den stay there meh.. like u know, back to the future or something??? then again. i dunno wat's back to the future abt. lol. ah wells. anw we got them to stop watching... den they started playing polar bear/murderer. haha. funny. first derrick was judge.. me and manda co-judged. x) den after that was chandra.. and everyone kept laughing.. at or with him i dunno.. lol. oh and leen i'm sorry i whacked u in the face with the pillow!!! WAHHHH. T.T sorry sorry. ><

den after that they played the water game.. it's like u choose any card from this shuffled mess on the floor den u hold it to ur forehead.. u cannot see the card, only the others can.. den u choose whether u want to fill the tub with 1/2 cup, 1/4 cup or dun want to fill at all.. den after they fill den u can see ur card.. the one with the smallest card must drink EVERYTHING. which was quite a lot lor. anw, 2's the smallest, ace the biggest. kudos to li jian who drank the first bowl in which everyone was like fill the cup to the max!! haha. and poor nic was so full he vomitted. ouch. >< but then is water so is ok i guess.. but still it's damn uncomfortable.. i know. ><

and we left at 10... when me and manda were supposed to leave at 9.30.. den push back to 9.45.. end up 10.. anw we had a horrible time getting a cab.. we walked all the way to the other side of roxy square from the other side... and roxy square was like closed.. >< and we walked really long before we stopped at the turning before paramount hotel and FINALLY got a acb after waiting really long.. alighted at braddell road with manda and derrick.. serene took to toa payoh.. and thanks loads to derrick who walked me home through the really dark and ulu path next to the canal.. i would have walked home by myself but he said he got nth to do anw.. plus no curfew. =.= anw i think if i'd walked home alone my imagination would have gone wild and i would have scared the hell out of myself and at the same time trying to convince myself that nth was gonna happen.. lol. yup. and i think this is the third time i thanked derrick. haha. x) so i reached home around 11.15.. one of the latest times i've reached home. yep.

and today was uneventful cos we didn't go joey's house in the end.. but i tried out my new headphones today.. yay! x) and i was SUPPOSED to do work.. and ended up slacking anw.. although i DID try maths.. which was damn tough.. and i finally am done with my pi. YES. goodbye to pi. raaahhh.

& PROFILE

alicia.
18/07 sajc. kcp.
dance. girl guides.
06s07. 06s11. og18. 4truth.
new creation church. Jesus loves me.
manga. anime. music. nature. water.
BLUE. black. white.
love existed, when dreams were alive.
sweetness.
meowmeow. meowies. moomoos.
higher and higher..can we fly. but does that prove we have wings?

i feel like rain. in the rain, you can be the happy go lucky person playing and singing while splashing in huge puddles of water. or you can be the dark person underneath the umbrella, eyes always on the ground, thinking of the sadness rain brings. or you can be the one at home, sulking and wishing it would all go away. or you can be the one rejoicing that the dry season has passed. or you can be the hopeful one, gazing out the window, looking for that rainbow.i feel like rain.


& LOVES

.Amanda.
.Angel.
.Angelyn.
.Ansley.
.Audrey.
.Charmaine.
.Celine.
.Chin Teck.
.Daphanie.
.Daniel.
.Eby Kor.
.Eileen.
.Eunice.
.Evan.
.Evelyn Mummy.
.Gen.
.Gina.
.Hui Mei.
.Iven.
.Jiayi.
.Jingyi.
.Joanne.
.Joanne Mei.
.John.
.Kim Jie.
.Lester.
.Li Jin Jie.
.Lingyen Jie.
.Melody. Twin~
.Meris.
.Minqi.
.Minyi.
.Nicholas.
.Nicole.
.Noraishah.
.Regina.
.Sarah.
.Sharon.
.Stephanie.
.Vern Kor.
.Vincent.
.Weiqin.
.Xiao Han.
.Yi Mei.
.Yiye.


& SPEAK


& ARCHIVES

03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
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