Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @3:56 PM
i had like this weird urge to smile on the bus ride home. then whilst i was walking back home (down the overhead bridge, if u know where that is), i saw... TADA! a kcp senior. haha. i almost didn't recognise her. she was the one who recognised me! lol. after much thought i'm next to sure that she's Belinda, a netball senior. a REAELLY FRIENDLY senior. haha. i actually don't remember how i got to know her in the first place. hmmms. anw we had a little chat on the stairs which went something like so which school are u in now? and i cut my hair and it's so short now! so different from my usual longer hair right. it took 1 hr to style it! and concluding with ok,see u, study hard k! haha. she's not just really friendly,she's also got loads of bubbly energy u know? haha. and that totally put a smile on my face. haha. looking like an idiot walking down the rest of the stairs. it's amazing how people can still recognise you ok. though admittedly she's only one yr my senior, so it's not THAT long but still. haha. and the thing is, we don't really talk that much. haha.
I LOVE BELINDA. haha. ((: well it really got me to thinking that kcp's the place where i really got to grow up with all my friends and everything. so tomorrow will be a lot like going back to a second home, though the rangoon site probably holds more memories. like the HERITAGE GALLERY for which the guides stayed back till really late to do, and we got a pizza treat from ms alsagoff. ALSAGOFF! haha. amazing right. aren't u jealous. lol. anw, tomorrow will be the day i go back to sec sch, where i'm (hopefully) gonna meet loads of the people i grew up with. haha. hmmm. people like min,lynn,cahr,matt, kian ping i've known for like 6 years already and we're still in the same sch! haha. cool right. X) all the kcp saints are going back tml, minus off our councillors and the h2 econs ppl. haha. wheee~ and after that, i have guides camp to look forward to! (though it'll be cos of the nine of us, and not really cos of our juniors.) supposedly yuan ting and peiying are going back too!! x)) our legendary CLs. their batch was probably the best batch of guides before or after (depending on how u look at it) our batch. haha. (:
speaking about guides, i miss GUIDES. more specifically, i miss the 9 of us. yup. like all the stuff we bonded through, doing all those badges, ndp, heritage gallery, etc. ahhhh. i miss!! >< anw from what i've heard though, our current batch of guides are disappointing us. =/ talking back to alsagoff? the nerve! we'll get you guys for that, you guys better watch out. learn discipline, respect your elders! bah. the younger generation nowadays. although, i hope not all of them are like that. well i'm gonna be a nice person through the camp (which i hope i can stay for). haha. or at least try to be. even u guys can't expect mercy if u're not cooperating right? but ahhhh.. i haven't really managed to scold people yet i guess. =.='' i so hope there's gonna be drill!!! i miss drilling k. haha. but i barely rmb commands anymore. ACK. well, i hope tml will be good. can ms teo/mrs tang write me a letter to be excused on fri?????? PLEASE? T.T wahhhhh. i think i'm gonna be sick. lol.
Friday, August 25, 2006 @10:31 PM
i'm ecstatic!! there's finally a rest day tml! the first sat i dun have to go back for dance!!! ahhhhh!! x)) not that i hate dance or anything u know, but we really do need a break. which then brings me back to the last 8 8s which we have to learn for open house and the cleaning up for mid-autumn and h3.
well had our first h3 lesson today. went through h2 differential equations. which is chap 3.6. lol. ah.. the h3 class is.. so... divided? haha. we like each know at least 1 person so we all have little groups we're in.. and like no one talks to each other and everything... haiz. well i hope after a while we'll become more used to each other. haha. hmm. i'm actually like really too tired to blog much and everything. i should let my blog rot. lol.
Sunday, August 20, 2006 @8:11 PM
well it seems like dance is coming back in full swing, we're having practices on mon again! hmmm. i wonder what's it for now. lalala~~
COWS make me laugh. haha. mooos. EVAN u spastic person! go learn ur basic biology!!! haha. XP
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @9:05 PM
all the things i want to say to you are right here in my head. but i'm too... afraid to tell you? i won't make things worse anymore.
the void.
Saturday, August 05, 2006 @9:41 PM
RAPTURE is officially over. it's been a GREAT experience actually, now that it's over and i can relly get down to thinking about it. and guess what, i already miss rapture. u know when u get used to being busy and stuff, then suddenly nth's there and u feel lost and empty? yeap, that's exactly it. sounds a lot like retirement. hoho. anw. the past few months have been major expensive torture. not as bad as the word torture implies, but for the lack of another word to use u know. haha.
the past few weds with ms wee. omg. i can feel my muscles firming up alr. if u want to lose weighth i so recommend ms wee. plus, she's AMAZING. imagine doing crunches to three songsg in a row every night and doing the PLANK for soooo long. >< the past few everdays (wow,BAD english.) staying back for at least 1 dance. either zaki's items or amelia's or corrinne's. the going back to sch during hols everday for the first two weeks. the going back on SUNDAY for amelia and corrinne.
the pain,the sweat, the determination, the commitment, all down to one day. RAPTURE. yesterday. after dinner (around 4 plus) we did up our makeup and started running around before the performance. u could HEAR the crowd from downstairs. it was AMAZING. it was like exhilaration, nervousness, anticipation, all sorts of emotions all at the same time. at 6.30, we all went down to stage to warm up. haha. excerpt from ms wee's class, basically. half an hour before rapture. everyone came together. juniors, seniors, alumni, teachers, all came down to pray for the concert. went backstage in time to hear the emcees telling the audience to rise for the arrival of mrs lim and distinguished guests. started to feel really nervous then for the j2s. their jap item wasn't too well prepared and a few hours before, zaki still had been working with them.
helped the respective ppl to change costumes. apparently, for amelia's item there was a stray umbrella on stage. thank god xiao wei took it on the way to i dunno where. haha. ok, i'm pretty sure i didn't screw any of my dances so i'm really thankful for that. haha. i forgot to wear shoes for made in sin tho. the dancing part. >< bah. anw, the applause for amelia's and corrinne's item was amazing. at least,to me. haha. i was sooo happy that the audience loved it. x)
finale was great. the whole thing ended with a HUGE BANG. and the presidents' item was SUPERB. ZAKI WAS AMAZING. more than amazing. SPECTACULAR. really, it was AWESOME. the way he danced was definitely putting his whole soul in the dance. and clar and others were like he has hair! haha. x) kelly was amazing too. so was corrinne, she looked so sweet! so were the rest actually. they're all amazing! haha. curtain call. and then giving of flowers to the alumni choreographers. OOPS. it was like, i thought we were supposed to give flowers then like shake his hand then run off. unfortunately, he was holding a teddy bear. =.='' which sorta messed up the shake hands part. actually, majorly messed it up. and when i turned to run, everyone was hugging the respective choreographer. i was like SHIT, i wen back and hugged him. LOL. so mian qiang. haha. and then when we went back hong heng was like why u stop there and i was like everyone else started hugging then i cannot run den also must hug wat!! omg i was laughing so hard whilst trying to not laugh so hard so it wouldn't bbe obvious to audience. haha.
and when the screen went down, everyone broke into a frenzy and we all started hugging each other and going crazy. haha. yes, i teared. i didn't cry, i TEARED. haha. i would have cried if i had met someone else crying but by theh time i saw zhi jun i was like ok alr. haha. (: so there u have it. at the end, the joy at having accomplished something u have been pressing on in throughout the past few months, exploded with a bang and left you in euphoria.
i have this to say:
WE DID IT. (:
@9:23 PM
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
i have been tagged. erm. yay. haha.
Currents:
Current Mood: still in residual euphoria left over from yesterday's performance.
Current Taste: erm? glutinous rice balls with black sesame filling. haha.
Current Clothes: sundress. it's hot in singapore!
Current Toenail Colour: au naturel. what's wrong with natural man!
Current Time: 9.24 pm
Current Surroundings: at home, in front of the com
Current Annoyances: homework that i should be doing. haha.
Current Thoughts: rapture! i want the rapture cd!! i want the soundtrack!! haha. x)
First:
First Best Friends: emmeline. hmmm. i'm quite sure she was in cedar but i'm not sure where she is now.
First Crush: ehhhh. hmmm. can't rmb? haha.
First Movie: omg i'm supposed to rmb???? 0.o
First Lie: it's not me?? haha. can't rmb. does copying ting xie count? haha
First Music: erm. gospel i guess. mum went to church while i was still in her tummy. HAHA.
Lasts:
Last Cigarette: NEVER EVER. gross much!
Last Drink: water. the best drink ever. haha.
Last Car Ride: yesterday. car ride home. haha.
Last Crush: gone. (:
Last Movie: ehhh. a goofy movie this morning on disney channel. haha. i'm a kid at heart. =P
Last Phone Call: to me? dunno. but i had loads of phone calls i answered today for everyone else. haha.
Last CD played: errr. oh. still waters. i play it every night. it's an instrumental album from my church. (:
Last song played: well hide and seek by imogen heap. i'm listening to it now. it was one of the songs for one of the dances in rapture. soul disquiet i think. by one of the alumnis, dewi.
Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nope..
Have you ever broken the law: eh. no. but i do jaywalk. but hey, so does loads of ppl i know. haha.
Have you ever been arrested: nope.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: eh.. no.
Have you ever been on TV: no
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no. haha. my life is so uninteresting eh. not that i'd ever do any of the above anw. =P i'm too guai. x))
5 things you are wearing: now? sundress, underwear, earrings, earphones? haha. and erm. my skin? lol.
4 things you did today: woke up. gorged on choc. msged ppl. played com.
3 things you can hear right now: hide and seek by imogen heap, my bro on the com and the tv.
1 thing you do when you are bored: read. haha. or just sit and think. (: my imagination works really well when i want it to. haha. it scares me too. lol.
5 victims: eh... seeing that ppl who would do it have alr been tagged, i guess i'll be nice and not tag ppl. (: