Tuesday, June 21, 2005 @7:09 PM
it requires real strength to carry on in the midst of darkness, fear, rejection and betrayal.
when your world starts crumbling... do you exude peace.. or do you strengthen the chaos..?
love can be sad, painful and bitter. yet it can be sweet, joyful and beautiful. so why are people caught in either side of the spectrum?
if all these were just illusions on a pale blue sky.. would you chose to return to your blissful dreams or face harsh reality?
even if i feel guilty for the mistake.. even if i could have done something to prevent this.. they are all just 'if's. and what's done is done. even if the whole world holds it against me, i can't undo the past. we can only weave the future.
a world. illuminated with dreams. with hope. this world today.. is just a cover. it is less than a fraction of what we will have tomorrow.
if i had the courage to just send that simple letter. but then again. what would it do but aggravate the wound...
in the chaotic world.. You are my refuge.
Saturday, June 11, 2005 @1:00 PM
ah. aqua heroes ended ytd. omg i loveee the show man. ^^ wheee~~ and i like the song jile sanggg. the 'you are'. it's like so nice laa. although he sounds weird singing eng. lolzzz. ahhhh. i'm in aqua heroes' craze. wheeeee!~~~~
You Are
you are my breath
when I have nothing left..
the light to the dark that can't speak
you are my dreams,
making perfect all things
the light to the dark that can't speak
ahh. i didn't get the whole song. haha. anyone wanna see whether it can be d/led? =D
Friday, June 10, 2005 @9:50 PM
when my anger seethes... u had better leave me alone...
my patience is not unlimited...
just because i am tolerant..
does not mean i will take things lying down all the time.....
so watch out. don't u dare push me.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 @1:11 PM
i just got home. i'm so totally skipping english remedial. =X anyway.. went to eat with lynn after chem practical.. chem prac is sooo fun, dun understand why people choose to skip it. =) anyway. after lynn ate (i didn't. lolz.), we went over to buy milk tea.. end up no pearls so i went with jelly instead. nicee. i can get full on milk tea. not surprising. =D anyway. after the lady prepared the milk tea with jelly, she held it up and smiled, asking us whether it was pretty.. =) felt really happy. cos it's like seeing someone who was proud of her work. ^^ while she was preparing lynn's milk tea (with jelly and sago) she was talking about pudding.. i think. then saying something about looking up how to make it just for customers like us.. whilst walking home (under 166) kept thinking about how she smiled when she showed us the milk tea. love people who take pride in their work. and i think she likes her job as well. makes the milk tea esp nice. haha. milk tea made with love~~ lol. ahhh well. unlike young people nowadays, who seem to keep changing jobs as and when they like. (although yes, i admit i'm a young person too and i'll probably do that sometime.. =D ) ahh. anyway. heard 6C is gonna have a class gathering.. apparently time has been fixed but the date hasn't.. ^^" a bit weird... hope they decide soon. would love to see my pri sch peeps again. ^^ *
miss the old days ahh. esp after getting back in touch with most of them. =D ok, perhaps just SOME. =) getting to know them even more than when they were my classmates. apparently, they aren't exactly what i thought they were in pri sch. lolz. wondering whether wynner went to apply for DSA. he should must go ask him later. =D i just made a new layout.. which requires iframes.. which i have dabbled in once, but i wasn't sucessful.. =.= gotta look up on tutorials for them. any help would be appreciated. =) and yes char, i'll do one up for u as well.. once i get something. =P the new one's called angel's wings.. a pic of the aurora borealis. not very nice cos i had to enlarge a super small image to about 350% of its original size. even then, i'm wondering how to put it in explorer cos i'll have to make some sort of a background.. unless i enlarge it again, and then it won't be nice. hmmmz. wheee~ char, if u're reading this i want a kangaroo. =( u still haven't gotten me one... tsk tsk. =D and my layout still isn't fixed. i got the help of a professional.. but it might take time cos she's busy with her own website. ^^ i LOVE her webbbbbb. heehee. right. nth else to blog.. comments on bbq: i LOVE bishan loft. ^^ didn't eat anything though. besides 2/3 marshmallows. haha. =) loveee the space next to the tennis court. me and jo went there... reallly nice. (sorta) made a new fren.. ian, frm 3 love. nice guy. keeps running around looking for the tennis balls the guys manage to hit over the fence/wall/something. =D it's a wonder how they have so much strength. i love the place when it's more deserted. ^^ oh yeah.. 4 truth peeps reading (which i dun think is a lot) any comments on a class tee with the words 'one of a kind, once in a lifetime' at the back? together with 4 truth saints. lol. untrue, but i like the ideaaa. haha. and we really need a class tee for the funfair.....
taking pride in what i do..food for thought doesn't exactly have hidden meanings all the time.. it's just that.. what i know... u don't. until i tell you..what's been bothering me. which frankly, i'm not sure of either.mysteriousness just surrounds me
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 @10:31 PM
aha. something's wrong with my layout. AGAIN! too lazy to fix. =)
@4:36 PM
Rascal Flatts
Bless The Broken Road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken roadBut I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving armsThis much I know is true
That
God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to youI think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But
you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming trueEvery long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving armsThis much I know is true
That
God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to youbtw, is it only me or is everyone else also seeing blogger in chinese?? =.='' any help? =D i dun understand the characters laa.